Zhu Rongji's passing marks a significant moment in China's history, but the state's response to his funeral and public mourning highlights the ongoing tension between the past and the present. The former premier, remembered for his economic reforms, is being honored with a low-key ceremony, with state media emphasizing his loyalty to the party. However, the internet tells a different story, with posts about Zhu being censored and an essay by economist Zhao Jian removed from WeChat for its nostalgic and critical tone. This censorship is a stark reminder of the Chinese government's fear of public reaction to the deaths of senior officials, especially those associated with the era of reform. The party's concern is understandable, given the potential for public mourning to turn into veiled criticisms of the current government under Xi Jinping. The death of Zhu and Jiang Zemin, another prominent leader from the same era, has sparked a wave of nostalgia among many Chinese people for a time when the country seemed to be heading in a different direction. The two leaders, known for their candour and common touch, served alongside each other from 1998 to 2003, leading China through an era of rapid economic growth and entry into global trade. Their leadership style, characterized by a mix of humor and tough reforms, stands in contrast to the carefully choreographed leadership style of Xi Jinping. The current president's emphasis on central control and state-driven economic policy has shifted the focus away from private entrepreneurship and wealth creation. The mourning for the bygone era of economic growth and social progress reflects a deeper longing for a time when Chinese families felt that hard work would lead to a better life. However, the Chinese government's response to public mourning and the censorship of online content underscore the challenges faced by the current leadership in managing the country's complex and often contradictory realities. The article concludes by highlighting the ongoing tension between the past and the present in China, and the need for a more inclusive and transparent narrative that acknowledges the country's diverse and often conflicting aspirations.